Depressed… yet motivated
I used to be the pretty one, many years ago. I gained a lot of weight when married and took most of it off after divorcing in 2001. I got down to 145 and then slowly started to gain again. I wasn’t pleased but was accepting of a weight of 175 where I had stayed for several years.
2 years ago I started dating a new man. He is wonderful, and we are very happy but he has terrible eating habits that his metabolism can take but mine cannot. I went to the Dr last week to find that I now weigh 215. I was devastated and began to cry right there on the scale. No more ice cream in the evening!
With my work hours I find it difficult to excercise, but want to find some easy effective things at home. I cant afford a gym membership, or even a dvd at this point but am very open to suggestions of things I can do. I have begun walking… but as the weather is changing, it gets cold and dark by the time I get home.
I really want to do this. I will be 40 in May… help?
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